Non-productive.
Jun. 5th, 2009 09:06 pmEverytime I try to draw, everytime, I end up falling asleep almost immediately. No joke. C'mon, self, I got shit to do.
I've been rather... passively depressed, lately. Don't know how to shake it. I try to be productive (being useful makes me ridiculously happy) but there's a huge mental road block preventing me from being motivated to do things I enjoy doing. I'm not even motivated enough to keep in contact with loved ones.
Ah, but many people have it worse off than I, so I shouldn't complain.
EDIT: Oh BTW, I got SAI Painter! It's fun, but once I got over the initial kid-in-a-toy-store daze of it, I realize I have no clue how to work it.
EDIT: ( ALSO cut for your sanity. )
I've been rather... passively depressed, lately. Don't know how to shake it. I try to be productive (being useful makes me ridiculously happy) but there's a huge mental road block preventing me from being motivated to do things I enjoy doing. I'm not even motivated enough to keep in contact with loved ones.
Ah, but many people have it worse off than I, so I shouldn't complain.
EDIT: Oh BTW, I got SAI Painter! It's fun, but once I got over the initial kid-in-a-toy-store daze of it, I realize I have no clue how to work it.
EDIT: ( ALSO cut for your sanity. )