Non-productive.

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Everytime I try to draw, everytime, I end up falling asleep almost immediately. No joke. C'mon, self, I got shit to do.

I've been rather... passively depressed, lately. Don't know how to shake it. I try to be productive (being useful makes me ridiculously happy) but there's a huge mental road block preventing me from being motivated to do things I enjoy doing. I'm not even motivated enough to keep in contact with loved ones.

Ah, but many people have it worse off than I, so I shouldn't complain.

EDIT: Oh BTW, I got SAI Painter! It's fun, but once I got over the initial kid-in-a-toy-store daze of it, I realize I have no clue how to work it.

EDIT:

Hetalia - WTF moment by undame
Name
Age
Country
Ate your last nectarine
Crushed your car into wall
Will marry you
Killed all your friends
Used bazooka to destroy your computer
Wants to have sex with you
Wants to rape you
Will give you money, if you marry him or her
Your father
The person who killed your father
Your childhood friend who is in love with you
Caused your death
Will give you ice cream after this quiz
Hides under your bed
Will read bedtime story for you
Died while you were reading this quiz

So Eduard is my father who drove a car through my wall and was killed by Cuba, Yong Soo killed my friends, Sadiq wants to rape me, Feliciano is my childhood lover that lives under my bed (that sounds oddly accurate of him?), my husband HK died while I was reading this, Ivan wants to read me bedtime stories, and Taiwan wants to sex me up then kill me later. Oh boy.