No, that's not worth it. Wait until she's gone. ): It's really not fair to have to do that, but it's better than putting yourself through more hell.

I'm okay, I suppose... trying really hard to keep busy so I don't start feeling sad again. ]: I've been doing a ton of thinking, too, so that doesn't help! But I guess I need to think. Maybe all this thinking is what's making my stomach rage and hurt. XD;;;

I hope you're feeling better. Someday you'll be able to smash her face in (or I'll do it for you), but today, just ignore her. >_